(202.) Contrast
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Breathe in.
Breathe out.

Whisper.
Shout.

Live.
Die.

Be stolid.
Cry.

Live life to the fullest.
Play it safe.

Be silent.
Strafe.

Hate.
Love.

Praise down.
Look above.

Life is simple.
Life is a metaphor.

Go find out.
What you're waiting for.

(203.) Future
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Someday, I'll be the best.
Be a leader, above the rest.

But right now I'm just a nobody.
Low and shoddy.

But I have my gal.
And with her I'll be someone, I shall.

But what about her?
Will these thoughts to her ever occur?

Where will we go to be educated.
Will it be prestigious, or animated?

I'd like Psychology, study the mind.
She wants to be a Lawyer, the lying kind.

But where will I go?
Does she know?

I'll follow her to wherever she take me.
Even if it's a community college, with her I'll be.

Life is a gift, and she is my blessing.
So for her everyday I am dressing.

I love her so much.
Because all turn to gold in her touch.

So, lead me Kassi, show the way.
Because my future will rest on your moonlit bay.

(204.) Swarm
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The rain drops.
The knife chops.

The thunder crashes.
The coroner sweeps out the ashes.

Hail bangs on the wall.
Another steps up for the fall.

The wind blows at the door.
A hormonal teen screams for more.

We lock away for the hurricane.
One more man goes insane.

Time ticks by.
A few more million die.

Prepared for the storm.
Just to follow the swarm.

(205.) The Eye
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The rain runs down from her head into her shirt.
It's pouring down hard on us both.
She playfully runs through the dirt.
We look into each other’s eyes.

We're both a mess.
Covered in mud form head to toe.
My Love for her I confess.
As we hold each other in the rain.

And the eye passes over.

I play like I'm a little kid.
She does the same.
As we run around, looking for where the other hid.
I miss my days of play.

I kiss her on the cheek and remind her of my love.
She holds me close.
I can't see the sky above.
I pull her closer.

And the eye passes over.

As we're both drenched and getting cold.
We exchange kisses and hug even more.
I want to be with her even when I'm old.
For she is my other half.

The rain accents her beauty perfectly.
As we run across the yard.
Seeking protection from a tree.
I kiss her again to show I care.

And the eye passes over.

The storm watches us sing and play.
I mock it.
It will be gone soon anyway.
The rain beats a little harder.

The storm tries to keep me and her apart.
But I was aiming for it.
And I got a bull’s eye with my dart.
So we continue to love each other in the rain.

And the eye passes over.

I kiss her softly on her neck.
As she kisses my forehead,
with a soft sweet peck.
The storm rages harder.

I hold her close to me.
In plain sight,
for all to see.
The storm gives up.

And the eye passes away.


(206.) Mirror
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Look into the void.
See yourself looking back.
The anger that stares at you burns.
Makes you feel like you're having a heart attack.

You peer into your own soul.
The thing looking back can't be you.
It's too pretty.
And it seems happy too.

The thing in the glass cannot be you.
For you a monster with a scary face.
A sad lonely monster.
Who longs for a warm embrace.

But there is someone else looking back.
There's someone holding you around the waist.
It's a beautiful girl.
You turn to look at her in haste.

She's really there.
A beautiful angel stands behind this monster.
She says she loves you.
Is it really her?

It is, she is real.
You realize now that really was you in the glass.
You've changed because of that girl.
And the time you spent together that hath pass.

You are in love.
And a better person.
Because of this angel.
Your life shall never again worsen.

(207.) My Child
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Worry not my daughter.
Worry not my son.
Though the world may crumble.
And my love for you is never done.

Though you have not come here.
Though you are not born.
I will always love you.
And even when my body's torn.

When you come into this world.
When you say your first word.
I will always love you.
And by you a mocking bird.

I'll show you how to talk
I'll show you how to read.
I will always love you.
And I'll get you that pony or steed.

If you get hurt
If you get into trouble.
I will always love you.
And I'll heal you or my love will double.

Come to my side my child.
Come to my side my dear.
I will always love you.
And I'll hold you oh so near.

I want to show you.
I want to know you.
I will always love you.
And you know this will always be true.

(208.) Whispering At The Top Of My Lungs
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Whisper your final words into a note.
Scribble down your final thoughts with a knife.
Put an indention in your throat.
Scream ever so quietly.
See what you hear.
Embrace that final teardrop.
As it falls near.
Say your last thought.
Don't worry about being worried.
Use the blade you bought.
Just hear what you see.
And in the final moments.
Set your mind free.
Go into your savior.
Weep your final breathe.
And don't worry about your behavior.
Care not what you feel.
Because once you arrive.
Your wounds will heal.

(209.) Hidden Message
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I write this poem with,
Love . It has a secret message for
You. Can you find out what it is
Kassi ? I sure hope so
And when you do find it
I want you to know I mean it
Always and forever. I
Will truly follow you to the ends of the world and
Be happy with just holding your hand and knowing you're
There for me when I need you.
For that is all that makes me happy, knowing
You . Because you are
My beautiful
Sweet perfect
Angel.

(210.) Dream World
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Kiss me in the meadow.
Love me in the shadow.
Hold me in your twighlight.
Each and every night.
I will always love you.
And my dreams of you will never be through.
Run with me in the moonbeams.
For they are more than it seems.
Hold my hand in comfort.
Feel me retort.
Dream a dream of serenity.
And think a thought of clarity.
I am here and always will be.
Just wait, you'll see.
I love you darling.
And if the wolves come snarling.
I will fight for both of us.
For neither of us ever fuss.
Be safe beneath my angel wing.
And listen as this poem sing.
I wrote it with the pen in my heart.
Hoping that it's bond will make us never part.
The moonbeam retract.
We make contact.
I pull you near.
Say "I love you my dear."
Time stops for no one but me.
So sit beneath the tree.
Filled with my apples oh so sweet.
And let me massage your pretty feet.
I will comfort you in every way.
EVERY single waking day.
Because I love you very much.
And I feel as though I need to touch.
And feel.
Make sure it's all real.
So you don't fade away in my dream world.
For you my life you've whirled.
So thank you angel.
For you my bell toll.

(211.) Show Them
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Kiss me.
In front of them, I want them to see.
Hold my hand and my arm.
I'll keep you out of harm.
Sit on my lap.
Feel my foot tap.
Tell me you love me very much.
I want to hear, I want to touch.
Scratch me head.
Lay with me in the bed.
Care not what others think.
Just know that I will fill you to the brink.
With my love, I bring pleasure.
So much, it has no measure.
I will love you.
Forever, it's true.
Just kiss me in front of them.
Who cares if they condemn?
I really do want to know of my love.
For you, my white wing dove.
I love you know.
You know how.
So show your love for me in public.
Who cares if they say it makes them sick.
I love you with all my heart.
Because you taste sweet, and never tart.
Show you love me.
For me.


(212.) Please Don't Cry
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Please don't cry.
Each tear that runs down your face makes me want to die.
Pure and total pain.
Hearing those tears fall drives me insane.
It makes me won't to curl up in a ball and pass away.
So, stop today.
For me?
I'll take away your tears, you'll see
Hold you near to my heart.
And tell you it will all be ok and we'll never part.
For as long as we have each other, it WILL be ok.
I promise you that "I'm leaving" I will never say.
So, dry your tears.
Relinquish your fears.
Sit with me.
And at peace we shall be.
Because I love you.
And my love is so pure and true.
None can break it's healing powers.
So just sit and hold me for hours.
Dry your eyes.
As I whisper you lullabies.
Do not cry my dear.
Because I am here.
And no bad things can happen when we're together.
No matter what the weather.

(213.) So Divine
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So divine.
Always mine.

Every curve.
More than I deserve.

Eat it up.
Fill my cup.

Out of this world.
Like a comet hurled.

Touch me gently.
Love me swiftly.

Rhyme me slowly.
Never again be lowly.

Got the rhythm, got the beat.
Now move your feet.

I'll be gentle.
You'll hang me on the mantle.

And I'll love you forever.
Even if our ties we sever.

My heart will long for you.
I hope you're the same too.


(214.) Special Rhyme
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Carry the moon in its womb.
Hold the secret in its tomb.
Never in a funk or gloom.

Fire starter.
Heaven parter.
A free ride to charter.

Eternal kiss.
Bring sweet bliss.
If it left I'd miss.

More than it seem.
Not the normal scheme.
Follows a different theme.

An devil in disguise.
But an angel in my eyes.
Such a pleasant sweet surprise.

The greatest gift ever.
Gives and gives forever.
It thinks on its on and is quite clever.

Got my heart in a glass.
Make me swoon when it pass.
A perfect formation of mass.

Move swiftly.
Shapely.
Lovely.

It take its time.
To think of every rhyme.
So as to each one chime.

So this story I spun.
To hope it mean a ton.
To that very special one.

Keep me interested.
My mind infested.
And my heart ingested.

Soft and sweet.
Really can't be beat.
It's a very special treat.

So I finish.
Rest and replenish.
Because just thinking of her, my energy diminish.

(215.) Violent Eyes
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Through violent eyes.
You slaughter with no reprise.

Your mind was lost ages ago.
But we already know.

That you hate us with all your being.
The way you kill is what we're seeing.

Killing everything in your sight.
Violent eyes visible in the night.

Blood red with hate and fear.
You strike and hiss at anything near.

You are left alone and scared.
Because those violent eyes flared.

Like Embers burning a hole.
Straight through your dark decrepit soul.

But when you close your eyes and cry.
Baby blue is what I spy.

You are innocent and pure within.
But those violent eyes are fueled by sin.

I am sorry you must bear this curse.
That is why I write this verse.

Forgive me forever evoking pain within you my sir.
If I ever did, a thought in me never occur.

But no matter what words I say.
You will never keep your inner evils at bay.

So you continue to reap this Earth.
Killing babies before their birth.

Because in the cold night.
Violent eyes give all a chill and fright.


(216.) Wait And See
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Lovely little princess.
Make me sleep when I am sleepless.
Keep my demons in recess.

Hark the Harold angel’s sing.
Happiness and joy you do bring.
Because you are such a heavenly being.

Kiss you from head to toe.
I will never let you go.
And I'll love you forever and it does show.

Stay with me for eternity.
Through all enmity.
No matter which city.

So love me with all your might.
Every single night.
Even if one of us should be in plight.

Let me massage you gently.
Urgently.
Reliantly.

For your skin is so soft to touch.
But if I feel too much....
I do not want to think of such.

Love me my dear.
For you lift me up with cheer.
Never bring me into drear.

So thank you very very much my baby.
Maybe we will be together forever, maybe.
We'll just have to wait and see.


(217.) Lies
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Dream breaker.
Lie Maker.

You make lies to hide the true things.
But you can't handle the trouble it brings.

So when your falsities come crumbling down.
You better not frown.

Because you have brought the harm down upon yourself.
There are no other witness on the shelf.

Pain and hate brought down by lies.
Back stabbing leads from your fake highs.

So stop now before it's too late.
Before your mind bites the bate.

Because once the fall is in motion.
You will not stop it, no matter the notion.


(218.) The Night
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Picture if you can.
A perfect night with your man.
Me and you sitting in the moonlight.
Nay, lying in the moon's sight.
Holding each other as we lye.
Watch as the stars pass by.
I whisper softly in your ear.
Pull you near.
Say I truly love you.
You say it too.
I smile.
Hold you for a while.
Then we just talk.
Not run nor walk.
Just lay and love.
As the heavens pass above.
In the light your beauty shine.
And I know that you're mine.
So thank you so very much.
For allowing your body for me to touch.
I feel so honored that you chose me.
So meet me on this night and this dream shall be.

(219.) Ashamed
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Are you ashamed of me?
Don't you want others to see?
I like you,
Do you like me too?
I long to hold your hand.
Form a loving band.
Don't you want the same?
Please, just say my name.
Why are you so scared to show,
that it is me you know?
I wish you'd stop doing this.
Because it is I you will miss.
I will leave if that's what you want.
But I don't.
So please just accept me dear.
Let me come near.
Let me hold you and say it's okay.
I promise I'll be there every day.
Don't you like me?
I want to see.

(220.) Haiku Love
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I love only you.
And I will always love you.
Do you love me too?

I know you love me.
Because I hear you say it.
And the word just fit.

This poem I write,
In the form of a Haiku.
To show I love you.

I even rhymed.
So thank you Honey Bunny.
You make me funny.

(221.) Dark Ambiance
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Encompassing.
Impressing.

With the dark instrument.
The lame lament.

Spinning a web of fickle beats.
The kind that infect you with wondrous feats.

As they sit in their lab thinking up a tune.
Months pass by, January, March, and June....

But when they are done.
They shadow the sun.

With their dark beautiful noise.
Their music take over with poise.

Encompassing you and all around.
With the beautiful....sweet....dark sound.

So continue on you magician.
For more music you leave me wishin.

So I'll wait for you to make more music.
For me to follow and mimic.

(222.) I Am Not Loveless
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I am not loveless.
I am in love.
With an angel sent from above.
Of this I must confess.

She holds me tightly.
I pull her near.
Call her my sweet dear.
We do this nightly.

When I do not see her.
I long to hug her close.
But I can't do this all the time I suppose.
But at the time it not occur.

So I love her with all my heart.
And I will worship.
Her great lordship.
So our paths will never part.

Thank you baby.
We'll grow old together.
Storm any weather.
Maybe....just maybe....

(223.) Untitled
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When you close your eyes at night.
I want you to know I am watching you in my sight.
You are my greatest prize.
Because I feel at peace in your eyes.
You are a well of happiness.
Joy you bring and bless.
I'll be your guardian.
If my humor you'll pardon.
Stay by me forever.
No matter how the enemy clever.
I shall hold you beneath my wing.
Let your pretty song you sing.
Because I love you to the vain.
For you I am willing to take any pain,
You pump life into me.
So it is my love I show to thee.
So feel safe when you are by my side.
For I will never hide.
As long as you say.
"I will always stay."
Then I will protect.
Search and detect.
You my priceless doll.
Stand by me and you shall never fall.

(224.) Let Me Be
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I sit there.
I feel alone as they stare.
But the people surround me.
What do they see?
A man? a boy?
Am I using a gun, or a toy?
Do they care?
Do I dare?
Can I ask them why they look?
Or will they just throw the book?
Do you see through my soul?
Through this large dark gaping hole?
Do you long to touch it?
See if it fit?
Do you mock the man I am?
Or are you just like Uncle Sam?
Do you want me for me?
Why won't you just let me be?

Fuck you.
You don't know if I'm through.
Think before you act.
You can't take it backed.
Are your actions words?
Or just huge fucking turds?
Do you move people?
Or do you just hide in the steeple?
Can you love?
Can you care?
Do you want me to continue rhyming?
Too bad.
I do what I want.
I am who I am.
And I am not you.
Nor your servant.
Maybe your friend.
But I WILL be there when you meet your end.
So stare through my body.
See that it is shoddy.
Fuck if I care.
I know you're there.
So let me be in my world of dreams.
Because reality is more than it seems.

(225.) Inside
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As it hangs their head.
Low and filled with dread.
Hate in their eyes.
Kill with no reprise.
Fear in their heart.
Your throat they'll part.
Cross this person and you WILL die.
Hurt you and make you cry.
Make you feel like shit.
They'll punch and hit.
You're not better than them.
He'll make your lights go dim.
"Fuck you." they say.
Their life is more of a mess everyday.
Why are they so cold hearted and ill?
What drives this person to kill?
The thrill?
Think my friend.
What drive you to the end?
What makes their will bend?
What is their problem?
Why tear a man limb from limb?
From where do it's problems stem?
Could it be their father?
Could it be her?
The girl they never bother?
Maybe it's their life?
The years and years of strife?
Is that why they beat their wife?
No, it can't be.
Can't you see?
That person just wants to be free.
But from what?
Being a whore, called a slut?
Or when they were in prison and took it in the butt?
No, they just don't care.
That's why they shave their hair.
Is that why it dare?
No, it's just a shell.
A demon sent from hell.
The ringer of the tome bell.
So in conclusion.
Incase you're in confusion.
It fucking hates you.
Through and through.
They would not think twice.
Kill for this person is not nice.
Who is this man or woman?
The one that does what no other can?
It's the person inside.
The helpless you, you choose to hide.


(226.) Sapphire
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Sapphire stars poking through the clouds on a cold windy night.
You know how to look at me just right.
With your sapphire eyes looking at me.
I know I'm where I want to be.
Sapphire stars long for me to play.
When the daylight slowly fade away.
Run to the moon.
So your sapphire won't fade soon.
Let me run through the Milky Way path.
You don't have to do the math.
Because one plus one,
Equals fun.
So let me run in your sapphire sight.
Bathe in your gentle moonlight.
As the wind blow by,
I recite this poem and you cry.
You're my sapphire supernova.
So let me be your gallant Casanova.
Your sapphire stare.
Let's me know you're there.
So thanks for the light my dear.
For now I see the stars when you're near.