(452.) My Being Loathes All
=----------------------------------------------------=
Every inch of my being loathes all
all that you are in ever way that it
it makes me want to scream and
and attack anything that moves in
in my line of site this miserable state that
that I'm in I blame solely on all of you
you that feel you are so innocent
I hate you
(453.) Oh I
=----------------------------------------------------=
I'd kill myself but it wouldn't help
I whine so much these days I make myself sick
I rely on small little glimpses of happiness from phone calls
Phones calls that are from someone who lies to me
Lies to my face
I am so very pathetic
I despise who I am
I refuse to cry even though I'm sure if I did I would feel so much better
I want to cry
I won't let myself
My happiness says it always has time to talk
Yet it doesn't have the decency to call me
I hate that I rely so heavily on so little
I wish ever so more that something would kill me
But everyday I come home
Lay in bed and hate myself
I despise the scum that kill themselves
I may hate myself but I shall not become a hypocrite
You all take lightly what I say
I really did sell my soul you know
I have it on paper
According to you all I'm going to hell anyways
So I sold my soul, what for you may ask?
I can't tell you
All I can say is that the devil is not real
Mark my words
Oh I hate this life I live
(454.) AP
=----------------------------------------------------=
AP, AP, land of you and me
King Kong climbing a tower like a tree
Books piled high
The room's not easy on the eye
AP adds 10 points to my grade
That shall be of great aid
Sneed is a nerd
You heard the word
AP is weird to me!
(455.) Slightest Clue Of Beauty
=----------------------------------------------------=
Beauty wanes as it gathers
Make-up applied only covers so much
So much put-on you can't see them
Who they're lying to I haven't the
Slightest clue
(456.) Sociology
=----------------------------------------------------=
Interested in every single act
Steimer wants to know what we think
He questions what and ponders why
Sister of my hearts desire
Ask for me to speak for society
A burden far too big
(457.) Red Leaves
=----------------------------------------------------=
Red leaves cascade off of all
As hapless men climb helplessly up the wall
They dig their nails in as the flesh tears
Slowly sliding down in a trail of blood the temper flares
Grabbing helplessly at their left remains
Without a look of interest the climber feigns
He looks up and sees his nails still dug in
As he tries to climb again
Life laughs as we all fall down
With nary a smile and barely a frown
I laugh and try with all my might
In hopes I scale it before the night
Life is a wall that tears out our climb
Where you could lose it all in the drop of a dime
Keep climbing and you may live
Into the pain you must not give
(458.) Sadly I Am Here
=----------------------------------------------------=
Sadly I am here
What I dreamed as my worst fear
It is now my life
(459.) Like a Monkey
=----------------------------------------------------=
Brown and furry flinging poo
The sly monkey is cute too
Swing from branches, hang from trees
Hugging each other, like the birds and the bees
This is weird, short, and stupid
Like a monkey
(460.) Eyes Wide Like The Sage
=----------------------------------------------------=
Eyes wide like the sage
It sees all through time and age
It peers right through me
(461.) Plaything
=----------------------------------------------------=
Designed explicitly for your enjoyment
A toy of unfathomable expense
Plaything men pay no respect
I feel sorry for her
My pity does her no good
Sadly I must tread on
(462.) Translating Brain Waves
=----------------------------------------------------=
Wavelengths on the human mind
Fluxuating differently
Mingling coherently
Each interaction one of a kind
You say you miss me
I tell you I love you
You say that's through
How can this be?
Time stands still it would seem
Brain patterns feel misunderstood
It did not come across as it should
Always a nightmare never a dream
Hoping
Waiting
For a correct
Translating
(463.) Jack And Jill
=----------------------------------------------------=
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To shoot the needle, take the pill
Panic set in
The race begin
Their mind was gone
You shoulda sawn
Slightly slipping outta sight
The sight I saw just wasn't right
Jack and Jill died on that day
Having fun as some would say
But then death isn’t that much fun
The war on drugs can never be won
Just another casualty
Put into rhyme for you and me
(464.) The Moose
=----------------------------------------------------=
The moose, is loose
Tearing across the small town
Relative of the Caribou though I think they never knew
Poor Canadians being trampled by the hooves
A few were hit by antlers
(465.) A Strong Man Would Describe Him Right
=----------------------------------------------------=
He stands from where I be,
Six foot two, maybe three
He smiles as if he knows,
Everything that no one shows
It takes me by surprise
To look into his eyes
And be afraid
As if I can't let him in for he'd much rather invade
So peaceful and heart-warming on the outside
But so much anger and contempt he hide
He shakes my hand and squeezes tight
A strong man would describe him right
I wonder what he fears?
(466.) Gotta Be Me
=----------------------------------------------------=
Dim the lights put the feel down low
Make the music start playing help the body flow
We'll start to groove, let the music hit the air
Release all of your troubles, let free of every care
People love to party, everyone loves to feel free
So you're the only person, you gotta be
Oh I gotta be
I gotta be me
Ain't no body
Just gotta
Gotta be me
Got no troubles, I'm just carefree
(467.) Slightly Looks Of Love
=----------------------------------------------------=
Pure sweet red wine
Dripping slowly from the mouth
It slightly looks of blood
Slightly looks of love
I am confused
But my feelings never really mattered
It'll be okay
(468.) her
=----------------------------------------------------=
Small, naive unto the world around
her
A world of pain and people
People who wish to harm
her
in ways unmentionable
Blonde hair bright as the sun
Smile illuminates
her
Bright White teeth shining
Mouths saying nothing about
her
She came from a place where everyone loved
her
Prettier than all the other girls
This new world so big and cruel
Thinking that no one wants
her
She leaves the world with a gunshot
It goes straight through
her
(469.) A Lie
=----------------------------------------------------=
These tears do my sadness no justice
They show not how deep this ravine in my soul was carved
How long I have fallen
How sad I have become
There are no tears
Just a happy face
A lie
(470.) Be My Watch
=----------------------------------------------------=
shine inside of me
where of white-gray stray shine
eerily through dismal life
shutter unto as if you were no more
feel the beacon which you shine
keep me from the cliffs
guide me to the port
(471.) Aurora Borealis
=---------------------------------------------------=
Aurora cried gently from her throne on high
With her hand she wisped the sky
As the tears rolled down her hand
The tears were seen across the land
She wheeped as her eyes filled to the brink
Cold air to freeze and kink
And so the tears were left in the sky for her to see
Reminder of the sadness in which she be
I saw these lights one faithful day
The lights made by a God they say
Rainbow where the rain is not
Wind where it is never hot
Aurora cried so much that she made these lights
A reminder for her, Borealis
(472.) I know I'm young, but I do love her
=---------------------------------------------------=
Is it so wrong for me?
To think far off into the future
About maybe someday getting married
To her
I know I'm young, but I do love her
With all my heart
If she moved on
I'd be heartbroken
If I moved on
I'd feel like I cheated on her
So I'm here
Waiting
Hoping
For her to maybe accept me back
She's 400 miles away
Every day I worry more and more
I know she wouldn't go out with anyone without telling me
But I still worry
I worry that my best friend
whom I care for an awful lot
Will go out with her
Then I would hate them both
With every inch of my being
I would hate them
But I would still love her
This makes me sad.
(473.) Except in her arms
=---------------------------------------------------=
I want to move back to my home
This is not my home
I don't have a home
I don't feel comfy anywhere anymore
Except in her arms
(474.) Cry
=---------------------------------------------------=
CRY
CRY GOD DAMN YOU
LET IT ALL OUT FOR FUCKING ONCE
CRY
You're not a tough guy
You're not strong
You can barely hold on to this life
You're killing yourself
FUCKING CRY
DO IT
I DEMAND YOU CRY
You love someone who doesn't love you the same way
The only reason she still loves you in anyway
Is because she would feel responsible if you were sad
Look what you've done
CRY YOU SON OF A BITCH
BALL LIKE A BABY
JUST CRY PLEASE
You're worthless
You contemplate suicide because you're so miserable
You're the scum on your own shoe
Practice what you preach you bastard
CRY
NOW
FOR HER
Why
Oh why
Can't I cry?
(475.)To My Life So Closely To A Prayer, I Say Amen
=---------------------------------------------------=
What will become of my hopes
Of my dreams
These shattered things that lay across the floor
Nothing more for them it seems
Silent cries into the night
Cries that have no tears
I've had it all bottled up
The amount of oppression reaches years
I scream but no noise is made
Waiting for a phone call that will never be
My existence seems so god awful sad
How can this hopeless wreck possibly be me?
Thoughts spin through my head of them
Her and him kissing
Thoughts of things that never happened
Who am I, the one that no one's missing
Would she lie to me?
I trust her with all my heart
But if she did lie to my hopes
My skin would surely part
The great red sea would spill forth
Drowning out my screams of denial
Based on a falsehood happiness
That relies souly on her smile
No wonder she wants nothing to do with me
I put so much pressure on her way
She wrote a poem for me
About how I love her only if I stay
I could not stay, am I such a monster?
That cannot even please the only one I love
The only one I've ever cared about
So, I pray to her God above
No one answers
I want to cry
No tears come out
I think I want to die
To punish myself
For breaking the heart of my maiden fair
Who did nothing wrong
The only thing she did was care
Am I reading to much into every action?
Every little thing that anyone does
All for some sneaking suspicion
That arose from a because
I know he likes her
Would he possibly be that mean?
So cold-hearted and callous
To knock away the pillar on which I lean
I don't think she would lie to me
So I'll believe her once again
But if she's lying
To my life so closely to a prayer, I say amen
(476.) My Daily Wages
=---------------------------------------------------=
I apologize
All this sin
That I have committed
Take from me Oh Lord
My daily wages
Of life and of happiness
I shall pay you back in full
Though I may die
=----------------------------------------------------=
Every inch of my being loathes all
all that you are in ever way that it
it makes me want to scream and
and attack anything that moves in
in my line of site this miserable state that
that I'm in I blame solely on all of you
you that feel you are so innocent
I hate you
(453.) Oh I
=----------------------------------------------------=
I'd kill myself but it wouldn't help
I whine so much these days I make myself sick
I rely on small little glimpses of happiness from phone calls
Phones calls that are from someone who lies to me
Lies to my face
I am so very pathetic
I despise who I am
I refuse to cry even though I'm sure if I did I would feel so much better
I want to cry
I won't let myself
My happiness says it always has time to talk
Yet it doesn't have the decency to call me
I hate that I rely so heavily on so little
I wish ever so more that something would kill me
But everyday I come home
Lay in bed and hate myself
I despise the scum that kill themselves
I may hate myself but I shall not become a hypocrite
You all take lightly what I say
I really did sell my soul you know
I have it on paper
According to you all I'm going to hell anyways
So I sold my soul, what for you may ask?
I can't tell you
All I can say is that the devil is not real
Mark my words
Oh I hate this life I live
(454.) AP
=----------------------------------------------------=
AP, AP, land of you and me
King Kong climbing a tower like a tree
Books piled high
The room's not easy on the eye
AP adds 10 points to my grade
That shall be of great aid
Sneed is a nerd
You heard the word
AP is weird to me!
(455.) Slightest Clue Of Beauty
=----------------------------------------------------=
Beauty wanes as it gathers
Make-up applied only covers so much
So much put-on you can't see them
Who they're lying to I haven't the
Slightest clue
(456.) Sociology
=----------------------------------------------------=
Interested in every single act
Steimer wants to know what we think
He questions what and ponders why
Sister of my hearts desire
Ask for me to speak for society
A burden far too big
(457.) Red Leaves
=----------------------------------------------------=
Red leaves cascade off of all
As hapless men climb helplessly up the wall
They dig their nails in as the flesh tears
Slowly sliding down in a trail of blood the temper flares
Grabbing helplessly at their left remains
Without a look of interest the climber feigns
He looks up and sees his nails still dug in
As he tries to climb again
Life laughs as we all fall down
With nary a smile and barely a frown
I laugh and try with all my might
In hopes I scale it before the night
Life is a wall that tears out our climb
Where you could lose it all in the drop of a dime
Keep climbing and you may live
Into the pain you must not give
(458.) Sadly I Am Here
=----------------------------------------------------=
Sadly I am here
What I dreamed as my worst fear
It is now my life
(459.) Like a Monkey
=----------------------------------------------------=
Brown and furry flinging poo
The sly monkey is cute too
Swing from branches, hang from trees
Hugging each other, like the birds and the bees
This is weird, short, and stupid
Like a monkey
(460.) Eyes Wide Like The Sage
=----------------------------------------------------=
Eyes wide like the sage
It sees all through time and age
It peers right through me
(461.) Plaything
=----------------------------------------------------=
Designed explicitly for your enjoyment
A toy of unfathomable expense
Plaything men pay no respect
I feel sorry for her
My pity does her no good
Sadly I must tread on
(462.) Translating Brain Waves
=----------------------------------------------------=
Wavelengths on the human mind
Fluxuating differently
Mingling coherently
Each interaction one of a kind
You say you miss me
I tell you I love you
You say that's through
How can this be?
Time stands still it would seem
Brain patterns feel misunderstood
It did not come across as it should
Always a nightmare never a dream
Hoping
Waiting
For a correct
Translating
(463.) Jack And Jill
=----------------------------------------------------=
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To shoot the needle, take the pill
Panic set in
The race begin
Their mind was gone
You shoulda sawn
Slightly slipping outta sight
The sight I saw just wasn't right
Jack and Jill died on that day
Having fun as some would say
But then death isn’t that much fun
The war on drugs can never be won
Just another casualty
Put into rhyme for you and me
(464.) The Moose
=----------------------------------------------------=
The moose, is loose
Tearing across the small town
Relative of the Caribou though I think they never knew
Poor Canadians being trampled by the hooves
A few were hit by antlers
(465.) A Strong Man Would Describe Him Right
=----------------------------------------------------=
He stands from where I be,
Six foot two, maybe three
He smiles as if he knows,
Everything that no one shows
It takes me by surprise
To look into his eyes
And be afraid
As if I can't let him in for he'd much rather invade
So peaceful and heart-warming on the outside
But so much anger and contempt he hide
He shakes my hand and squeezes tight
A strong man would describe him right
I wonder what he fears?
(466.) Gotta Be Me
=----------------------------------------------------=
Dim the lights put the feel down low
Make the music start playing help the body flow
We'll start to groove, let the music hit the air
Release all of your troubles, let free of every care
People love to party, everyone loves to feel free
So you're the only person, you gotta be
Oh I gotta be
I gotta be me
Ain't no body
Just gotta
Gotta be me
Got no troubles, I'm just carefree
(467.) Slightly Looks Of Love
=----------------------------------------------------=
Pure sweet red wine
Dripping slowly from the mouth
It slightly looks of blood
Slightly looks of love
I am confused
But my feelings never really mattered
It'll be okay
(468.) her
=----------------------------------------------------=
Small, naive unto the world around
her
A world of pain and people
People who wish to harm
her
in ways unmentionable
Blonde hair bright as the sun
Smile illuminates
her
Bright White teeth shining
Mouths saying nothing about
her
She came from a place where everyone loved
her
Prettier than all the other girls
This new world so big and cruel
Thinking that no one wants
her
She leaves the world with a gunshot
It goes straight through
her
(469.) A Lie
=----------------------------------------------------=
These tears do my sadness no justice
They show not how deep this ravine in my soul was carved
How long I have fallen
How sad I have become
There are no tears
Just a happy face
A lie
(470.) Be My Watch
=----------------------------------------------------=
shine inside of me
where of white-gray stray shine
eerily through dismal life
shutter unto as if you were no more
feel the beacon which you shine
keep me from the cliffs
guide me to the port
(471.) Aurora Borealis
=---------------------------------------------------=
Aurora cried gently from her throne on high
With her hand she wisped the sky
As the tears rolled down her hand
The tears were seen across the land
She wheeped as her eyes filled to the brink
Cold air to freeze and kink
And so the tears were left in the sky for her to see
Reminder of the sadness in which she be
I saw these lights one faithful day
The lights made by a God they say
Rainbow where the rain is not
Wind where it is never hot
Aurora cried so much that she made these lights
A reminder for her, Borealis
(472.) I know I'm young, but I do love her
=---------------------------------------------------=
Is it so wrong for me?
To think far off into the future
About maybe someday getting married
To her
I know I'm young, but I do love her
With all my heart
If she moved on
I'd be heartbroken
If I moved on
I'd feel like I cheated on her
So I'm here
Waiting
Hoping
For her to maybe accept me back
She's 400 miles away
Every day I worry more and more
I know she wouldn't go out with anyone without telling me
But I still worry
I worry that my best friend
whom I care for an awful lot
Will go out with her
Then I would hate them both
With every inch of my being
I would hate them
But I would still love her
This makes me sad.
(473.) Except in her arms
=---------------------------------------------------=
I want to move back to my home
This is not my home
I don't have a home
I don't feel comfy anywhere anymore
Except in her arms
(474.) Cry
=---------------------------------------------------=
CRY
CRY GOD DAMN YOU
LET IT ALL OUT FOR FUCKING ONCE
CRY
You're not a tough guy
You're not strong
You can barely hold on to this life
You're killing yourself
FUCKING CRY
DO IT
I DEMAND YOU CRY
You love someone who doesn't love you the same way
The only reason she still loves you in anyway
Is because she would feel responsible if you were sad
Look what you've done
CRY YOU SON OF A BITCH
BALL LIKE A BABY
JUST CRY PLEASE
You're worthless
You contemplate suicide because you're so miserable
You're the scum on your own shoe
Practice what you preach you bastard
CRY
NOW
FOR HER
Why
Oh why
Can't I cry?
(475.)To My Life So Closely To A Prayer, I Say Amen
=---------------------------------------------------=
What will become of my hopes
Of my dreams
These shattered things that lay across the floor
Nothing more for them it seems
Silent cries into the night
Cries that have no tears
I've had it all bottled up
The amount of oppression reaches years
I scream but no noise is made
Waiting for a phone call that will never be
My existence seems so god awful sad
How can this hopeless wreck possibly be me?
Thoughts spin through my head of them
Her and him kissing
Thoughts of things that never happened
Who am I, the one that no one's missing
Would she lie to me?
I trust her with all my heart
But if she did lie to my hopes
My skin would surely part
The great red sea would spill forth
Drowning out my screams of denial
Based on a falsehood happiness
That relies souly on her smile
No wonder she wants nothing to do with me
I put so much pressure on her way
She wrote a poem for me
About how I love her only if I stay
I could not stay, am I such a monster?
That cannot even please the only one I love
The only one I've ever cared about
So, I pray to her God above
No one answers
I want to cry
No tears come out
I think I want to die
To punish myself
For breaking the heart of my maiden fair
Who did nothing wrong
The only thing she did was care
Am I reading to much into every action?
Every little thing that anyone does
All for some sneaking suspicion
That arose from a because
I know he likes her
Would he possibly be that mean?
So cold-hearted and callous
To knock away the pillar on which I lean
I don't think she would lie to me
So I'll believe her once again
But if she's lying
To my life so closely to a prayer, I say amen
(476.) My Daily Wages
=---------------------------------------------------=
I apologize
All this sin
That I have committed
Take from me Oh Lord
My daily wages
Of life and of happiness
I shall pay you back in full
Though I may die
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