(427.) To Be With Me
=---------------------------------------------------=
I don't even know anymore
Let alone care
I feel like I'm talking
But no one's really there
It's as if I'm lonely
You're still my friend
I want to feel loved
It can't be the end
I will write this poem
That you will someday read
When your eyes scan this paper
These words you must heed
If I am lost to you
There would be no will to fight
The only reason I still smile
Are thoughts of holding you tight
I want you to be happy
But I am a selfish man
So I still want you
I'm trying the best I can
If this is the way you want it
I will try my very best
But be warned my sweet
I will treat you like the rest
There is no feeling
To describe the way I feel
It's as if I'm living
But none of it is real
I think I have just lost
All my will to be
The only thing I want
Is for you to be with me

(428.) Have Faith
=---------------------------------------------------=
Red with fury
The swarm is coming across the field
Run away and hide, hurry!
These warning signs you must not yield
Go now before they consume us all
It is coming we can not stop this pain
We are destined to fall
Our actions would only be in vain
We must have faith in our child
For these beasts cannot be calmed
By a man who is at all riled
Our valley has been becalmed
Let her bring back the wind
Have faith in her ability
Her spirit will not bend
They will show no pity
She shall calm the beast
For if she fails
They will feast
Upon on countless wails
She will come
She will save us from our end
Render them numb
Have faith in our friend.


ME AND ENELYA
(429.) Warmth Of Hell
=---------------------------------------------------=
It was a Sunday when the raindrops fell
They burned my skin as if they were falling from hell
Such a pain I had never felt before
Since I had watched you from that classroom door

The coffee warm and thoughts askew
Without looking I knew it was you
You caught my eye as I wandered by
The smile you sent me could make me fly

But I knew my hopes were in vain
I still remember all that pain
I don't see how you had the heart
To make the decision that we should part

But you did and now you're gone
It's an old day but a new dawn
The sun shines as birds sing
The tune they play has a familiar ring

Their sounds remind me of yesterday
Never again for that pain I pray
I tell myself I will move on
I'm tired of being your unwilling pawn

But to you I still go
Trudging through the unyielding snow
To the pain I know so well
Just for the warmth I find in your hell

Why do you treat me this way
Are you satisfied with making me pay
The love we had was so strong
Tell me what I did that was so wrong

Why do you treat me this way
Are you satisfied with making me pay
The love we had was so strong
Tell me what I did that was so wrong

Nevermind, it is too late.
I have come to terms with my fate.
I don't want to hear what you have to say,
It would only make me pain another day.

So go away, out of my sight
Staying here would make us fight
We are through, as was your wish
I no longer dream of your soft kiss

I write these words with ease
These burning emotions they somehow freeze
My final thoughts that I now share
To stay, is more than I can bare

I'll never regret being with you
By the way I felt, I knew my love was true
And that is why I do not fear
My own reflection in the mirror

Me and Ashley
(430.) To Love; With Love
=---------------------------------------------------=
I sit by the window, staring at the sun,
Wondering where to go, I fight the urge to run
Thoughts of running quickly, cloud out my simple brain
The thrill of embrace brings on thoughts of pain

Turning away from the glass, my reflection fades,
So confused, I'll go where ever joy cascades
Just for that fleeting feel I get
That warms me up and makes me forget

I won't remember what I had, that's passed,
Instead I'll love new, I'll love strong, and I'll last
I still miss you don't get me wrong
But it's time for me to say so long.

It's about time to take my feet somewhere new,
I'll stretch these legs, give them something to do,
In a stride of happiness
I'll get away from this loneliness

Slide right across this hardwood floor,
Forget my jacket and on out the door,
There's a blue sky above me,
And a rocky road before me

It's time to smile and time live
A time to love and time to forgive
You did these things and I hated you
But that doesn't mean my love is through

I'm restless, there's so much left undone,
I've so much to say, I've hardly begun,
But the time is gone, I can only sigh
Because I can't stay, this is good-bye

A new beginning I will take
My new smile will not be fake
A new life I shall begin
I've unlocked the door for people to come in.

The thoughts run flat through my head,
I can remember everything you ever said,
But now the words don't matter much
I've lost the need for your verbal crutch

I'll find love in a new place
But I will never forget your face
As I peer out the window into the sky
To you my dear, I say goodbye.


(431.) Oh Pie
=---------------------------------------------------=
Oh pie, my ode to thee
How glorious a thing could you come to be?
Apple, pumpkin, lemon, and Cherry!
The more I have the more I merry!
Oh pie I love you so
To my gut you must go
It's like eating heaven in circle form
My tastes buds do loopty loops and swarm
It's almost a sin the way I taste of you
Bite after bite, chew after chew
You just keep getting greater and greater
I feel like I'm smarter than a great debater
You lift me up above the Earth
Eating you and your perfect girth.
I feel like I'm going to explode
Then I just go to the commode
Another pie chef, please!
I can eat a thousand with relative ease!
Oh I love you pie

(432.) I'm Meaning To
=---------------------------------------------------=
I'm screaming
I'm screaming
At the wall
At the door
At the pain
For no reason

I'm crying
I'm crying
On the bed
On their shoulders
On my dreams
But never on you

I'm leaving
I'm leaving
To a far away place
To a home down the street
To my very own life
I hope I get there

I'm loving
I'm loving
Every moment of this world
Every time the sun rises
Every time you smile at me
I'm in love

I'm meaning
I'm meaning
To right my wrongs
To set things right
To say I'm sorry
But it's so hard

(433.) The Story Of Jealous Love
=---------------------------------------------------=
It's been a cold winter in hell
So gather round the fire to hear the story I tell
Of love and loss in our little home
Where evil and pain decided to roam
They came to reap the souls in love
To steal the hearts of the flightless dove
The couple was happy and loved one another
She handled him like a newly made mother
He spoiled her with everything he could afford
They had something special and were never bored
But evil reared it's ugly head
His plan and intent was to leave them for dead
But their love was strong and fought him back
Not even their love was enough to stop the next attack
He started to meddle with friends and started a rumor
The boy laughed it off as nothing but bad humor
But sadly the girl took it all to heart
And their love's strength began to tear apart
He stayed loyal and loved her so
She began to make him feel bad and make him think she would go
So he said that he loved her and tried his best
Her feelings of resent kept him from endless nights of rest
Arguments came and people asked questions
The boy answered and the girl gave suggestions
The answers came back to her and she was furious
Of why she was so upset the boy was curious
She told him and he felt bad
But he tried his best, he didn't want to lose the best and only love he had
He was accused of thing after thing
And the demon watched, laughed, and began to sing
She saw he was hurt and comforted him
But just the next day her anger would brim
So he grew tired and pained from war
As the demon started rumors, faster and more
I would finish the story and say how it end
But I am that boy and I am tired my friend
She still angers and I still fight on
And yes, I would cry the day she is gone
I love her and grow sick from this endless fight
Even so, I will stick with her through this plight!

(434.) Black Feather Floating Down
=---------------------------------------------------=
Black feather floating down
You hear me as you pass by
You come over to shine my crown
I look in your eyes and cry.

(435.) Stay Like This
=---------------------------------------------------=
Stay like this
Please don't go
We'll mesh our faith
In the snow
I hate my world
When you run
Away from me
Are you done?
Hear me out
Feel my plight
Was I wrong
Were you right?
Can I live
without love?
When I die
Below or above?
Stay like this
Please don't go
Here we are
In the glow
Spotlights fade
Curtains draw
You were the best
I ever saw
Could it be
We were meant
For nothing more
Than lament
Stay like this
Please don't go
Nurture our love
Let it grow
Shall we find
A reason to be
Through my eyes
That's you for me
But so long
I bid you farewell
Hope you are
Ever so swell
Now I end
My sweet song
As I say
So long
Stay like this
Please don't go
I hate it
When you go

(436.) Sir Lucifane
=---------------------------------------------------=
Sir Lucifane
Why do you care?
I shot you
I shot you
Right in the brain
Sir Lucifane
Could you spare me some change?
Good-bye
Good-bye
Sir Lucifane


(437.) Colors From The Disdained
=---------------------------------------------------=
I'd never seen those colors
The colors I saw on the floor
The sun hit the building and burned our skin
But it made such a beautiful thing
Our sun died a long time ago
This one is painful
We don't know where it came from
But it burns us so very badly
We can survive it for only a few seconds
Then we die
Painfully
But now, as it's shining through the window
Onto these pains lying on the floor
The colors are so beautiful
How I miss the sunshine

(438.) Unicorn
=---------------------------------------------------=
Stallion
Stallion
Stallion White
Run so swiftly through the night

Stallion
Stallion
Stallion Black
Your horn drawn out, prepared for attack

Stallion
Stallion
Stallion Red
Like porcelain broken, you are now dead


(439.) Sushi
=---------------------------------------------------=
Thirty-nine I counted mine
How many of you can hold together?
Forty would maybe be too many for this sortie?
We'd hate to lose a man
I ate thirty-eight one man stayed to guard the plate
How honorable a soul is he?
I counted the Tuna, only one though his taste had surely won
Poor lone soldier watching him and the enemy die
Best to leave none, with my fingers, the army is now done


(440.) For Once
=---------------------------------------------------=
For once in my life
I can't
Get it all out in a poem
I'm trying, but it doesn't work
There's too much I want to say
I'm leaving this place
I'm going to my utopia
But I'm also leaving all my friends
All my....all of her
That makes me sad
But my future is coming
My glorious, glorious future!
As it was written in the great prophecies!
My mother has lived her whole life
Just to make me and my brother happy
To make us succeed
So that one day,
When she's a little old lady in a retirement home
She can say to passerbies
"Did you know my son is a doctor, and the other is a Lawyer?"
And she'll be so proud.
It makes my soul smile
But I could very well be leaving
The love of my life
I....don't know
She says I don't love her if I don't stay
But I know she's just scared
I'm scared that she just wants to go back out....
Only because she thinks it'll make me stay
Then there's my father
He's a lonely shell of a man
He gave into his pleasures and they consumed him
Then he lost it all
Everything
I want to make him happy
And proud
So I have to go become a successful person
I want to find someone
Spoil them to the core
Find my queen
Treat her like she deserves to be treated
My mother raised me that way
To treat women with respect
I very well may have found my queen
But at such a horrible time....
It could've worked too
But she got scared
I was mean
Wrong
Me
She couldn't take it and now....
I'm scared
No matter what I choose it will forever change my life
In a VERY
VERY big way
I will always think what could have been
What could have happened
I'm so lost
I want to just sit and hold her
Tell her I love her
Hope that everything just gets better
But it never will
This isn't even a poem
...It's just me rambling on about my life
Like an idiot
I'm a loser
But that's nothing to cry about
I'll just bite my lip
Go to work
Pick her up tomorrow night
And live my life like it should be lived
Good night Mitchell
Good luck

(441.) My Feeling
=----------------------------------------------------=
Deep inside
Come back to me
Don't try and hide
Come out and see

(442.) I am hated
=----------------------------------------------------=
Red, yellow, brown, black, and white
They all hate me to the point that I lose sleep at night.
Why am I hated above all the others?
Why am I cursed by esse's and brothers?
Because my life is easier, my house is bigger?
Because not once in my life have I called a man a nigger?
All truth be told, I'm a nigger in the literal sense
I'm a lazy good for nothing worth not even a six-pence
But I should not feel guilty for oppressions
I have no secrets to spill out in bloody confessions.
My ancestors were bastards of men
The injustices they made people suffer, I don't know where to begin
The black man slaved over land not of his own
Grew crops he did not want grown
All for the white man and his greater cause
But stop for a moment and pause

If we are the white devil then what are you?
Who's suffered most, I forget; Blacks, whites, maybe a Jew?
I have suffered nothing compared to the pain that of those before me
Slaves who lived there whole lives full of dreams but died unfree
Jewish people who watched as their closest friends were shot at point blank in front of their face
All because of the Aryan race.
Maybe it's the Hispanics who come across the border in hopes of feeding their family for one more winter
Only to be called an economic splinter
Has he no more rights than the man that stands before you all today?
Is it not just as important what he has to say?
We all whine about injustices done
Civilians must be lost for any wars to be won
The orphans of war that carry out their mothers dying wish
That shattered all so quickly when they're sisters are raped and killed in front of them with a sickening squish
He thinks he let down his mother
Yet I complain that a brother is blaming me
For things that my ancestors did that did not bloody my hand
So why should I always carry this brand?
I know that no matter how bad that my life may become
I still live in a house and not in a slum
I have food in my stomach, and family by my side
From no totalinarinists do I hide
I am an American, born and raised
Scolded for acts that never were praised
I want no pity, I already have guilt
For I live on land that your ancestors built; correction OUR ancestors built
So I ask not for forgiveness I ask that you think
Who suffered the most; you, or the people whose lives were taken away in a blink?

(443.) The Greatest Fight Ever Fought
=----------------------------------------------------=
The crowd is silent and his thoughts are askew
He looks through the stadium for a glimpse of you
But you're not there just like he knew

The other man enters the arena headfirst
His anticipation is not apparent but he's about to burst
For this poor man's blood he desperately thirst.

With his eyes so amber peering from his tiny head
He pictures what he'd look like if he were dead
All he can see is red

He raises his hand and awakens the crowd
They scream louder, they're getting so loud
Ego's high and he's awfully proud

The bell rings and they both rush in
Like a bowling ball to the pin
They crash into each other once again

Who the ball and who the bitch?
Who's pride and fame shall make them rich?
Neither, they both pulled a switch

Dodge left, dodge right
No matter of care, all thoughts on the fight
One wife sleeps alone tonight

Crash with a left
Right to the cleft
To his beauty he's now a theft

They both connect to the cheek
Both crumble to the ground frail and weak
Neither say a word, the crowd does not speak

Both lay cold on the floor
Paramedics rush through the door
Neither is breathing anymore

Greatest fight in all history
Surrounded in all this misery
Who won is still a mystery.

I laid cold and numb
I thought I was so dumb
Laying their sucking my thumb

My head got light as air
I let loose of all my care
No one was there

The greatest fight I ever fought
There were no tickets to be bought
Just all this pain that I was brought

I gave it my all
I answered the call
To hell I shall now fall

The knife hurt as it pierced my skin
Thanks to the pills my blood was thin
I leave all of nothing to my next of kin


(444.) My Sweet Child
=----------------------------------------------------=
Will your eyes be green?
What shall you be named?
I'm sure you will be beautiful
I'll have all your pictures framed
You'll make your mother so proud
My sweet child
I want to hear you cry out loud

Will you cry on your first day of school?
What will be your dream?
An astronaut, a firefighter, maybe a doctor.
In my eyes you can do all of these it would seem
I hope you make lots of friends
My sweet child
I hope your happiness never ends

Will you fall in love?
What will be her name?
I bet you'll love her dearly
She'll feel the same
Maybe go to prom with your sweetheart?
My sweet child
I can't wait for your life to start

Will you get a second chance?
What did I do?
You were so close to me
How could we lose you?
You cannot go
My sweet child
I didn't even get to say hello

(445.) Butterfly
=----------------------------------------------------=
The butterfly flies to the flower
He smells of ebon rose
Gently to the lilac
With vibrant blue of ocean hue
The butterfly flaps his wings
Across the world a small gust blows
Even the tiniest of wings
Can move mountains
So don't stop flying

(446.) En vain
=----------------------------------------------------=
Si je vous serai obligé à aimer
Je ne souhaite pas faire si en vain
Je ne veux rien dans le retour
Mais votre bonheur

(447.) It's A Sign They Say
=----------------------------------------------------=
It's a sign they say
The fire will come and purge us all
Hell will rise and Earth will fall
But certainly not today

So why my sweet,
Do you confess to be afraid of tomorrow?
When today there should be not this sorrow.
Do not admit defeat!

I see that sign
A sign that you are scared
That the purging scythe will come and none are spared
Now is not the time to resign

When horsemen ride and take your soul
When Jesus cries
After the red sun dies
Oh how the red tide will roll

As if we feel God's wrath
When you let me down
I will see no white wedding gown
For you blazed the path

Hell will come as I stand my ground
As evil brings my life pain
When your tears are more rampant than the rain
All you'll hear is my love's sound

(448.)Untitled
=----------------------------------------------------=
I F
eel
as
if
yo
uw
er
em
yo
nl
yo
ne
Iw
il
lm
is
sy
ou

(449.) All Your Rules
=----------------------------------------------------=
I hate you and all your rules
Stupid laws set before your time
Things you can't begin to comprehend
Why do you have so much faith in them
I can't say they're wrong
I can say they don’t fit us
Stop this madness

(450.)As I Recall
=----------------------------------------------------=
As I recall,
There was one window high on the wall shining light
Rain would always fall down it just right
When the sun was out the room was bright

As I recall,
The judge skated gracefully across the room
On his canvas high above the rest he loom
But on that day when you took the coins he surely met his doom

As I recall,
I chased her for half an hour
I had to muster all my power
I had to have this flower

As I recall,
I climbed up into the tree
They laughed and giggled as they peered on in glee
But already the virus had contracted deep within me

As I recall,
She lived in that small house
A female she could never be, she never once wore a blouse
Worked and toiled away and was quite as a mouse

As I recall,
Through the door that creaked each time
After turning the knob to hear that wonderful chime
She would offer me a Reese’s Cup and ask for her for me to rhyme.

As I recall,
He lay their convulsing, soul overflowing
As the ground was being buried under all the snowing
I would never again see his eyes glowing

As I recall,
It was my fault they were married
The burden of me and my brother she carried
Under all that weight she was almost buried

As I recall,
I slept under the oak
Like a hapless little bloke
Then into the house with my anger in hand, the door broke

As I recall,
He screamed at me through tears in his sad eyes
The guilt thrown on me made even me despise
The person I was under those starry skies

As I recall,
The horse galloped up with him on it's back
He said he was a Doctor and reached into his sack
He pulled out a flower and started his attack

As I recall,
Mother was crying
We were all afraid that he was dying
So I started crying

As I recall,
You hugged him and ignored my sad face
Warmed him with your embrace
The loneliness I felt I could not brace

As I recall,
I loved you and wrote you a poem about our past
I wrote it oh so very fast
You cried in happiness but the happiness did not last

As I recall,
Oh some 400 ago
I said that I would lasso
A moon for you for you to show

As I recall,
I never did catch the moon
I spoke my words far too soon
You left before the sun eve hit noon

As I recall,
All these memories for fun
Not a single one
Will claim my battle won

As I recall,
I love you
But that's not enough
For you.

(451.) Yesterday Is Gone
=----------------------------------------------------=
All those happy places
My friend’s familiar faces
They're all gone
My mother is so far away
Happened only but yesterday
Now she's gone
My love I loved so very dear
She is now miles from near
Everyone is gone
So sad but I wear a mask that lies
Wear it only in my family’s eyes
My happiness is gone
It's useless they'll all move on
Find a new day, see the new dawn
Yesterday is gone
Today is all I have to grasp
Every day in airless hell I gasp
The air I breathed is gone
She'll find a new love
Who believes in her God above
My faith is gone
The devil dare not be real
I sold my soul I made the deal
My wish is gone
Every ounce of energy
Sucked out every pore in me
My soul is gone
Fate laughs last as I trudge on new land
He knows my hell like the back of his hand
My hopes are gone
Tomorrow may be better for you
I know the way my life works, this is nothing new
I'm gone