(252.) After
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Cold wind.
Feel the light bend.
Soft dew on a leaf.
Breathe the air of relief.
Early morning sun.
Know that you are done.
Warm air.
Feel her hair.
Sweet smell.
She "Loves you" she tell.
Kiss her forehead.
Get out of bed.
Braved the storm.

(253.) Friend
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I try to make you my friend,
But you refuse.
Make you my enemy.

I try to be nice,
But you hit me.
Make me be mean.

I try to do right,
But you say I lie.
Make me do wrong.

I listen.
You scream.
I mute you out.

I am calm.
You insult me at my lowest.
I am angry.

I conserve.
You spend.
I am greedy.

I work hard.
You call me a bum.
I am worthless.

I try to love you.
But you push me away.
I don't want to hate you.

(254.) Scum
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I miss the days of yesterday.
When we could sleep and play.

I hate the thing we live in now.
It's different but I don't know how.

The place I once ran and played.
Is now the place where laws must be obeyed.

My childhood is a crime.
Why should my child do time?

What makes them have this right?
That my own flesh cannot fight.

Take away all that is dear.
Kill off all who come near.

You are horrible and mean.
Children should be heard and seen.

Stop pushing them down.
You are not better, you nor your crown.

Why defile a place so holy?
Are you that lowly?

Scum of the Earth.
That's all you're worth.


(255.) Layers
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Curtains draw back to reveal the stage.
Your layers of make-up hide your age.

Ready for a new day.
Still feel the same way.

Past your prime.
Kept up with the time.

Try to find someone to hold your hand.
As the hourglass drops away the sand.

Maternal clock has been ringing.
But no man God is bringing.

So you go through life with your mask.
Ready for any task.

But come home and feel alone.
As the loneliness chill into the bone.

Close the curtains, take a bow.
Tomorrow will be better, some how.

(256.) Red Eye
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The red eye.
As it watch and spy.
Prowl and pry.

It's watching you.
It sees strait through.
It knows what you say, lie or true.

Created by pain.
It will slice to your vein.
No sense shall remain.

Strip you of dignity.
Expect no pity.
Make your life perpetually more shitty.

Chose to ignore it's horrid stare.
Closed your mind, were not aware.
But it didn't care.

It will still watch from behind.
The back of your mind.
You're one of a kind.

Don't ignore your problems anymore.
Release them from behind the door.
You will lose the war.

Stare back at it with empowerment.
It's affects are not permanent.
And soon you shall have relinquishment.

(257.) Did She?
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Many a friend and many a foe.
Come as they please and leave as they go.

Spear you with weapons and shield you with words.
Large as an elephant free as the birds.

Love you forever, forever’s today.
Stay where they were but ran away.

Killed a man and healed his wound.
Wrote a story that was impugned.

It speaks lies and says the truth.
Gave a hug in a kissing booth.

Marry you and dessert.
Made your heart hurt.

Remember her love, forget her face.
Hate her way, not her grace.

She left you to die.
Left you to cry.

Give up, begin anew.
Did she ever really love you?

(258.) ?
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Enigma.
Confusing.
Lies.
Abusing.

He professes love.
He expresses hate.
Says he loves her.
Always irate.

Drinks his beer.
Watches T.V.
Says she's ugly.
She's so pretty.

Beat her senseless.
Black and blue.
She's so beautiful.
Even in that hue.

She loves him too much.
She'll stay by his side.
Even when she's dead.
She still has him inside.

Spend her life.
He cut it short.
Though he love her.
He made her hurt.

One time is what it took.
With the swing of the bat.
He cries now.
And wonders when he dies, where he'll be at.

But she forgives him.
In all her love.
Even after death.
In Heaven above.

Husbands, be gentle.
Wives, be careful.
If you follow these rules.
Your lives will be plentiful.

(259.) I Laugh
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If I laugh,
Will you cry?
If I pass away,
Will I die?

When I am gone,
and long forgotten.
Sitting in my grave,
A corpse rotten.

Inside of me,
You stay.
So that I can be with,
Everyday.

I love you,
With all my heart.
You are the power,
That make my car start.

So if I leave,
Tomorrow.
Will you fall to your knees,
And weep in sorrow?

How long will I stay,
Inside you?
How long will my words,
Hold true?

Please don't forget me,
When I leave here.
Never forget,
That I am always near.

We'll be together,
Forever.
No matter,
What we endeavor.

(260.) Inside Joke
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Remember that time down at the old mill?
That was so pill!

You know what rhymes with the word Orange?
Yeah penis, not grunge.

Yeah I know how ugly it was.
Even how it gave you that slight buzz.

I feel dagner when you come around.
Even how the chair makes that funny sound.

Cheer up emo kid!
Bet, don't bid.

I laugh at you, you laugh at me.
Just two crazy people is what others see.

We have jokes, we have fun.
Even when the "Nihongo" is overrun.

So let's keep telling each other we're Jesus.
And not worry about others to appease us.

(261.) Dry
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Dry your eyes.
I know what you despise.

But it has no bearing.
You see none of it appearing.

Forget it, if only for now.
And lay with me somehow.

When your river run.
It kills the fun.

But it makes me happy that you care.
And do not worry, for I am there.

Standing by you in the darkest hour.
With my love so bittersweet and sour.

I bring you anguish, but think of the joy.
I am nothing but your play toy.

Hold me please,
Set me at ease.

I ask you for one thing only.
Do not feel lonely.

I shall always watch over.
Protect you as if I were your drover.

I love you with all my heart.
Even if our paths part.

I give you all of me.
Can't you see?

And if that is not enough.
I will still give more.

(262.) Shadow
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Shadow on the moon.
Running of the figures.
Peace of the sea.
Love of the world.
Cast their shadow on the moon.
The sun is a flashlight.
Everyone has a shadow.
Shine yours at the moon.
Bring it closer.
Make it colder.
Do it for me.
Do it for her.
Do it for yourself.
Make the world a bit better.
Kill a little bit more bitter.
Show your soul.
Shine it bright.
Let others see.
Let others feel.
Imagination brings forth life.
Brings forth love.
It is the primordial soup of me.
Of you.
Of all.
Dream a dream of yourself.
Bring yourself together.
Have faith.
And happiness.
Shall be you.

(263.) You Cried
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You cried.
I felt bad.
You cried.
I pulled you closer.
You cried.
It felt horrible.
You cried.
I tried to reassure you.
You cared.
And I loved you even more.

(264.) Hello, Goodbye
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Hello, goodbye.
You leave and I will cry.

Stay, go.
My love will always show.

Sleep, wake.
You make my insides quake.

Walk, run.
You provide hours of fun.

Give, receive.
Your looks never deceive.

Hello, goodbye.
You leave and I will cry.

Happy, sad.
You never make me feel bad.

Health, sick.
You comfort me in thin or thick.

Quick, slow.
Please don't go.

Love, hate.
With you I am never irate.

Hello, goodbye.
If you leave I will cry.


(265.) Sharp
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Stick it in.
Twirl it around.
Make it thin.
Show a grin.

Grind it down.
Push it further.
You won't show a frown.
Stick it in until you see brown.

Cram it up inside the hole.
Turn the know.
Give it a roll.
Pull it in and out like a mole.

Don't get the shavings all over you.
Squeal in delight.
Don't pull out till you're through.
Do you feel dirty too?

I'm sharpening my pencil.
Why are you blushing?
This isn't a dispensle.
You act like I was talking about my utensil.


(266.) Tame
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Beauty tame beast.
Prepare a king of a feast.
Tame my demons and drive my will.
Harbor my feelings and siphon my mill.
Kiss me gentle.
Drive me mental.
Love my love.
Like a blessed dove.
She is perfect.
If I die she resurrect.
My Goddess of Venus.
She was and clean us.
Moonbeam of a star.
Shining far.
Guiding me to her.
Hear her soft purr.
Love is what she do.
And I always follow through.

(267.) Apathy
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She's apathetic.
So pathetic.

Mother die.
She shall not cry.

Showing no emotion.
No matter the notion.

Bastard of a woman.
Being the lone fan.

She is no demon.
Just a slut filled with semen.

She is just so apathetic.
Worthless and pathetic.

Apathy is lethal.
Behind the meth all.

But inside she weeps.
As no emotion seeps.

Horrid bitch.
With a 20 year old itch.

(268.) Omni
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Omnipresent.
Permanent.

Omnipotent.
A perfect dent.

Omniscient.
Knows when you repent.

All knowing.
Never showing.

Your creator.
The ultimate narrator.

The owner of all.
The step AND the fall.

Master and slave.
Dry and deprave.

Follow.
Swallow.

Guiding light.
No reason to fight.

Lead astray.
Repent today.

(269.) Me and you, maybe.
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Ooo baby.
Me and you, maybe.

Let's spend the night together.
Wake up and live forever.

Do it all night long.
Forgive the ones who did us wrong.

Make peace with all our evils.
Get down to the medievils.

Look into my eyes.
Get surprise.

Feel me deep within.
Let loose a sweet grin.

Ooo baby.
Me and you, maybe.

Let's spend the night together.
Wake up and live forever.

Never gonna treat you bad.
Cus you're the best I ever had.

So listen to me whisper.
Watch as we get crisper.

And rock our bodies to the beat of our music.
Don't give it up too quick.

I promise to adore you.
And always floor you.

Just let me into your heart.
And the endless fun shall start!!!

Ooo baby.
You and me, maybe.

Let's spend the night together.
Wake up and live forever.

Because I know that’s what you want....

(270.) silver
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silver stream
runs down her back
peaceful bliss
bring heart attack
erupts inside
joyous send
river runs
down the bend
people run
to meet it
win your opponent
you beat it
fill the stands
for the game
end it all
feel the same
killed some time
wrote your thought
have no money
yet you bought
see no evil
hear no good
let loose yourself
like you should
feel the texture
it's so rough
stop reading
you've had enough

(271.) I Am You
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I am you.
Look in the mirror.
You can't hide who you are.
Don't lock me up.
Don't deny yourself.
The scar that goes across your face.
That's mine.
The freckle on your stomach.
It's all mine.
Stop pushing me down.
I'm going to show up anyways.
Trust me.
Just accept the fact that I am you.
For you are me.
Don't be ashamed anymore.
I'm not that bad.

(272.) Is Him
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Heaven
Is on Earth
Hell
Is in him
Clashing
For control
Regret
Tomorrow
Forget
Today
Love
Is with him
Hate
Is him
Alone
He waits
Gives
His love
Takes
Hers back
Dreamless
Dreamer
Heaven
In her
Hell
Initiate

(273.) Smile For Tomorrow
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Smile for tomorrow.
Forget your sorrow.
It pains me to see.
The frown that you show me.
Smile with a passion.
Share the compassion.
Things will get better.
Don't fret her.
Be happy for something.
For my loving.
Make me so happy inside.
When yours I don't hide.
Show me no sadness.
Love me and bless.
I love you.
You know it's true.
So show me what it means to be in bliss.
Accept my humble gift of a kiss.
I offer all I own.
Because you chill to the bone.
When you are away.
So come to me, today.


(274.) Relinquishment
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Murder is another word for relinquishment.
You relinquish the demons, which they ferment.

It is nothing but a cleansing of the soul.
Completing them in whole.

Fervent dreaming into the afterlife.
Peace and utopia or pain and strife.

You just guide them to their final destination.
Either at the moment or through premeditation.

Homicide, suicide, injection of fluoride.
Why would you choose to hide?

Take pride in your work and warmth in their pain.
Or your own if you slice the vein.

The end justifies the mean.
You're eyes the last they seen.

Kill the infidel.
Send him to hell.

Or release thy leaven.
Into the bosom of heaven.


(275.) Be, You
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Be still,
my unrequited will.
Lest your insides spill.

Be calm,
as you read your final psalm.
Wait to be embalm.

Be a man,
do the very best you can.
All throughout your lifespan.

Be courageous,
never outrageous.
Your actions shall be contagious.

Be a vein,
pulsing through the ordain.
Surviving any pain.

Be bold,
even when you grow old.
It shall warm when you are cold.

Be you,
forever and always true.
Until your life is through.


(276.) Hay
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Hay is for horses, you are for me.
You look lovely, can't you see?

Beauty is in the eye of my love.
A sweet angel from above.

With ivory skin so soft.
Thoughts of her always aloft.

Wings spread long.
Like a bird mid-song.

Peaceful and serene.
Not a shy obscene.

Angel with your halo gold.
Come sit with me and grow old.