(603.) Love Is Blind
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Love is blind,
That doesn't matter
All it needs to do,
is read the brail on my heart

(604.) Close By
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I second guess myself
She has done nothing wrong
But I seem to hurt her
Temptations of the flesh overtake my judgement
I can tell she doesn't like that
She likes the heat of the moment
In the moment
But never before
Surely not after
My mother says to wait
But I've hurt enough
She opened up to me
Shared some of her most inner secrets
I'm such a horrible person
I would take this trust she gives me
And turn on her
But I will not betray her
She's special,
But she's not for me
I didn't know that at the time
I feel so horrible
God, I rarely speak to you
But please, oh please,
Let her not hate me
I can't keep her close
But let me keep her close by

(605.) Would You Birth A God?
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Would you birth a god?
Smother it in hatred
And unleash it on the world.
Would you birth a god?
Lavish it in love
And give it to the world.
I ask you,
I implore you,
I adore you,
hold my love in your womb.
Deluge it with whatever emotion
you deem fitting
All I ask
is that you acknowledge it
Abort it
Force it
Be it
Just,
Love me

(606.) Ethereal Soul 08/13/06 5:48 A.M.
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Oh ethereal soul
How can I keep you in?
When you're not even real.

(607.) Take What You Will 08/13/06 5:52 A.M.
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Provoke my thoughts
Probe my mind
Stab your needle anywhere
Take any fluid you want
My brain is nothing
My feelings mean naught
My heart is black and useless
Please, just leave me my dignity
Because you've already taken my soul.

(608.) I Sure Hope 08/13/06 5:55 A.M.
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I sure hope there's a heaven
I think there's a hell
Not as if it matters
To me

(609.) The Coward's Way? 08/13/06 5:58 A.M.
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I know you're only trying to help
But just let me feel sorry for myself
Let me fester in my own brooding sadness
Stop trying to fix me
I'm not broken
Just wishing I were

(610.) Brittle Bones 08/21/06 10:06 P.M.
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Well these bones are too brittle
I still can't believe they won't break
Well these tears sting too bad
Why don't my eyes just melt?
My raionale is too frail
Will my world crumble?
My beliefs are too weak
Can God still love me?

(611.) Carbonation 08/21/06 10:08 P.M.
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Live life in a bottle
Uncork and run over
I'll fizz till I'm gone
No carbonation to explode

(612.) Atleast I Asked 08/21/06 10:09 P.M.
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I asked God why,
Not once did he ever answer me.

(613.) An Ideal 08/21/06 10:10 P.M.
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I'm only in love with an ideal
An idealistic view that someday I'll find love
Someday on my journeys
During one day in my campaign to make the world a better place
I'll meet a girl who I'll love at first sight
Who I'll one day marry
Settle down with
be happy
But I already know I won't believe myself
And I'll just ignore the notion of love
The only notion I look forward to

(614.) Mirror Land 09/10/06 7:54 P.M.
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Please, let me follow you through that window
The mirror in the corner
a window to exotic lands
Dreams come true, hopes become material
And I hold my future in my hands.
You take it from my grasp
You go back to your land of fantasy
You leave me behind
I can not follow
I can only watch you walk away
Holding my future in your deliquecent hands
Carry them softly,
I look forward to our tommorrow.

(615.) Marble Floor 09/10/06 7:58 P.M.
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You traverse the marble slates
That spread the width of my mind
You tempt me
With your silver wings of silk
Oh you harlette of disdaine colors
I love the way you wear your personality
You've got something about you,
And I love the way you flaunt it
The endless halls within my mind
lead all to the end
The end of you,
please guide me to the entrance
I want to go again

(616.) Sweet Fruit 09/17/06 5:55 A.M.
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Sweet fruit from a tree just out of reach
I long for the sweet offspring as a delicate girl tries to preach
I think how beautiful she must trully be
Beneath all those words she's thrown at me
I love her despite her best efforts to drive me away
She could scream to her God almighty every day
But in those moments when she's just herself
And not another vessel for a religion taken off a generic shelf
She is beautiful, this I know
Blind, but not with the love I show
My glasses are useless, my words are frail
Her skin is soft, her texture pale
I'll show her my affection tonight,
but of that temptatious fruit I will never bite
I'll always listen to you sermon,
but will you?

(617.) I Long TO Kiss Her 09/17/06 6:00 A.M.
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Soft pillows on the bed
heads entwined by love

(618.) Inside The Outside 09/17/06 6:01 A.M.
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Inside of me is a lover
Outside a fighter
Inside I will cry
Outside shed not a tear
Inside I fel empowered
Outside I empower
Inside I am quiet
Outside I won't shut-up
Inside I love you
Outside I'll stay your friend
Inside I have an image
Outside a canvas
Inside I have a plan
Outside is the world

(619.) I'll Change You World 09/17/06 6:03 A.M.
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I'll change you world
I'll change your ways
I'll change your people
I'll change you,
just as much
As she changes me

(620.) In The Dark 09/17/06 6:05 A.M
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Oh I was blind
oh we were free
But I open my eyes
and despise what they see
Honey we're together
but only in the dark
And my eyes can't adjust
by the light of a spark

(621.) I Miss You Mom 09/20/06
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Though we are far apart
I am there for you
Though the world is between us
I love you
No matter how far apart we ar
I'll miss you

(622.) Together 09/20/06
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Please,
Listen
I speak only the truth
I,
the son of my mother
Love you,
the daughter of the world
But you think I'm lying
You say love is not enough
I say it's all we have
Surely we can make it be enough
But not alone,
it will never be enough alone
I listen to your meaningless stories
I laugh,
I have told you of your beauty
You tell me my opinion counts for something
But that you hate me
Yet you feel at peace in my embrace
I saw you stare at me,
When they said to tell someone you loved them
Trust me,
I can't promise I won't eventually hurt you,
but I can promise that I will make you the happiest girl in the world.
If you only trust me,
not even trust me.
Trust in love
we will make it enough
Together

(622.) Pessimistic Children 09/20/06
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Small children listened to their parents
Their parents were filled with hate
Hate for all the men who came before them
Hate that the children now spread
against each other
children listen to your parents
Parents listen to your words
Your children live on those words
And happiness can not live on hateful words
only sadness lives on such little hope

(623.) I Moved The Stars 09/24/06 9:44 P.M. 2nd 09/27/06
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I move the stars for no one,
Because no one ever looks up.

I change the world for no one
Because you never look around

I bled out my soul on paper
Paper that you will never read.

But it means nothing
Since you paid me no mind

I'm going to use all my might
To spell out my love in the stars

But no one will ever read it
Because I don't love you

Because you're too blind with hatred
To look up

(624.) 09/24/06 10:20 P.M.
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(625.) It Felt Horriblely Good 09/24/06 10:25 P.M.
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I'll be honest with you,
I loved holding her hand
it made me feel at peace with the world
She smiled at me too
She smiled all day that day
But I was with someone else
And I felt horrible for it.

(626.) I'll Save Your World 09/29/06
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She calls me when the world is dying
In public she says she loves me no mor
In private she says she never did
But when the world is ending, she loves me
She always loved me and she misses me
But i save the world, and life goes on
I'm nothing but a regret
I love being there for you
I've always loved you
Since the first time i said it I meant it forever
I asked the world what love was
And I made sure I meant it by every definition
By the lake's, the ocean's, the mountain's, and the people's
I'll always love you
I'll always be there
But the world someday will die
Long after I'm gone
Will you speak your mind,
or your heart?
The world is dying once again
You call crying once more
I will save your world
But please stop destroying mine

(627.) Goodnight Kiss 09/29/06
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It's been 3 years
3 long years
But you miss me
I miss you too
I didn't get my goodnight kiss
I danced with you for hours under the stars
but fate was cruel
And you let us behind in our small world
I left our small world
I found you in my travels
You have seen the world,
but I can't see mine
without a good night kiss